Sweetheart, thank you for contacting us. I greive with you and am taking you to God in prayer. You're not alone. I encourage you to return to counselling. There is no shame we have to bear since Jesus took it all to the cross. He took all of our burdens, and the shame of the world to the grave. Lay it at His feet, girl and let His arms soothe your pain. We all have things that we're ashamed of, but when we try to bury them they just continue to grow and infest. I pray that you will let us know how things go for you. And please return to counselling, we all need wise instruction in our lives at different seasons.
 

Sweetheart,

Just because you feel like you can not turn to the people around you or your godparents does not mean there is no one there to help you.

Focus On The Family has professional Christian counselors and ordained ministers available to talk with you. To speak with one of them, please call (719) 531-3400, Monday through Friday 9 a.m. - 4:30 p.m. (Mountain Time), and ask for the Counseling Department. When you call, please mention TroubledWith.com. One of the counselors' assistants will arrange for a counselor to call you back at no charge to you.

Please call someone, you are right YOU CAN NOT DO THIS ALONE. We all need someone to help us when we ared down, but many times God makes us take the very first step and then blesses us for it.

I am praying for you. Please call them, you don't even need to give them your name. But just to have someone to talk to can really help.

Praying for you. And girl God is crazy for you, He led you to the site so others can remind you how much you are loved AND YOU ARE SWEET ONE!
 

Please do not do anything drastic. Seek the counsel of a strong Christian. I will pray God's peace over you. Love in Christ,
 

Lord my prayer for sweatheart is your Psalm 139:

O LORD, you have searched sweatheart and you know her.

You know when she sits and when she rises; you perceive Sweethear's thoughts from afar.

You discern her going out and her lying down; you are familiar with all her ways.

Before a word is on Sweetheart's tongue you know it completely, O LORD.

You hem her in—behind and before;
you have laid your hand upon her.

Such knowledge is too wonderful for Sweetheart, too lofty for her to attain.

Where can Sweetheart go from your Spirit? Where can she flee from your presence?

If she goes up to the heavens, you are there; if she makes her bed in the depths, you are there.

If Sweetheart rises on the wings of the dawn, if she settles on the far side of the sea,

even there your hand will guide her, your right hand will hold her fast.

If Sweetheart says, "Surely the darkness will hide me and the light become night around me,"

even the darkness will not be dark to you; the night will shine like the day,for darkness is as light to you.

For you created Sweetheart's inmost being; you knit her together in her mother's womb.

I praise you because Sweetheart is fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.

Sweetheart's frame was not hidden from you when she was made in the secret place. When she was woven together in the depths of the earth,

your eyes saw her unformed body.
All the days ordained for Sweetheart were written in your book before one of them came to be.

How precious to Sweetheart are your thoughts, O God! How vast is the sum of them!

Were she to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand.

Lord because you love Sweatheart this much, I know I can trust you to care for her at this time and through this time.

In Jesus name I come. Amen
 

I am lifting you up in my prayers. Please know that God loves you so very much, you belong to Him. He longs to comfort your hurting heart, please turn to Him precious one.
 

Father, i lift up to you sweetheart. God, cover her with your son's most precious blood. because of the blood of Jesus we can have freedom. Father, release sweetheart from the bondage of this suicidal spirit. send your angels to give her divine protection. God, give her the strength to do the right thing. lead her steps, Father. i trust that you will save her from this. give her peace and joy in her heart that only you can provide. thank you, Father, for your miracle. we give back all the glory to you. in Jesus' name, amen.
 

Precious Sweetheart, I so pray to say words that will help you. For the moment, don't do anything but be still, and know that hundreds of Christian women care for the agony you are feeling.
One Spring day symbolizing the Reserection and hope, my son gave up on on life, and killed himself.
It will soon be four years since he died.
As much as his dying and being gone still wrenches me, what
tortures me more than anything is the knowing that he gave up on hope.
When God made my son and you, He didn't intend for the two of you to be miserable. Close your weary eyes and take a slow deep breath, the life that our Lord gave to you, and know that He can take away whatever is making you feel so hopeless,and know that people like me really mean it when we say we are praying for you.
 

sweetheart, i thank God for your discovery of this Prayer Room. It was no coincidence that you've found this room, i believe it was God's plan. He loves you and it's aching His heart to see you miserable. Whatever it is, take it all up to Him. Nothing is too great for the everlasting arm.

"Nothing is too small fro Him to carry,
Take your burdens to Jesus,
Nothing is too great, why longer carry?
Take your burdens to Him" ~ taken from Daily Bread.

My Heavenly Father, thank you for sweetheart. Thank you for giving me the chance to care about her and pray for her. Lord, i know that you love her very much and it hurts you to see her miserable. Lord, i do not know what's the root of her thinking so, but i pray that you will heal the wound. Cast away all the past memories that have been haunting her. Renew her faith, Lord, so that she will be able to experience your love again. Touch her heart, Lord! Come, holy spirit, let your fire fall on sweetheart! Lord Jesus, you are the Alpha & Omega, You are the Almighty God, nothing is too great for you. I pray all these In Jesus most powerful name, Amen!

sweetheart, equip yourself with the Words of God. Read the Bible daily. you can start from 5 mins a day, and increase the time as you go. God love you dearly!

Take care,
Jean
 

Oh, how my heart goes out to you and I pray healing and revelation for you from Christ Himself. May the Lord soon become your Strong Tower, but you don't only have Him, you have the help and prayers of many who bring you His love and caring. It's good that you reached out. Lord, break the hold of depression over this child of yours. Show her your heart of love and grace.

Oh, sweet sister...I've been there.
Sometimes I've even needed medication while getting good spiritual counsel. The Lord is the One who will heal you. Seek Him, and He will lead you out of this pain you're in. {{hugs}}

love & hugs,
Another Sister who's been suicidal